2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **sighs softly*

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Harrian? what's wrong you are usually more talkative." One of them asked.

Harrian mumbled something in return.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **listens harder**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: The men look at Harrian with surprise. "You?! No. Your joking!" One said. Harrian jumped to his feat in anger. "I knew you couldn't except the truth." He accused.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **holds breath**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Looks like Harrian has a love." One of them whispers. Harrian growled at them. "She means the world to me. She isn't just some sex object!"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she bites her lower lip trying to hold in the sobs**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: The men laugh at his anger. "You know Harrian, you may want to remeber your place.....that of a slave boy." On of them said deadly.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **stands and turns around facing the men**

I am a slave... do you dare to speak to me that way?

I think not you know my power in the place so you watch your tongue!!!

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: The men look at her in shock. Harrian looks at her in appreciation. "Fine." The men say stumping out. harrian looks at her ashamed. "I...am sorry. I should have stood up to them better."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she walks over and wraps her arms around harrian's neck**

you can't.. i understand.. but i can..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "They will try to get revenge." He said hugging her.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: they can try...

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "How long were you there?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **looks to your face**

where?

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "In the corner."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes and looks away**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: He holds her close. "It's all right. How..do you feel?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: confused... very confused

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: *Holds her close and kisses the top of her head.* "Aren't we all?" He whispered.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: have... have you heard the rumors?

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "I hope they are false.I am afraid I have though.."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **lowers eyes**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Siri....is that what is bothering you?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **keeps eyes lowers staying silent**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: He tilts her chin up to look into her eyes. "It's all right. I understand now. you can chose who you want."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i dont know...

i love you both so much...

but i am not worthy of either of you..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "You are. I will respect what ever choice you make." He hugs her gently

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **snuggles tight to him**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: He kisses her head. "I love you.'

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i love you as well...

**thinks**

the choice should be easy... but my heart is split... between master and harrian

i need time...

**pulls away and runs out to the caves**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Harrian looks after her sadly
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2009-12-19 [Silver Moon]: Here we are. What would you two like to eat?"

2009-12-19 [Ravendust]: "I don't know..." Raven replied softly.

2009-12-19 [Silver Moon]: "Do you eat meat?"

2009-12-19 [Ravendust]: "Of course I do."

2009-12-19 [Silver Moon]: ((lets wait for Lirerial))

2009-12-19 [Ravendust]: (I figured we would be :) )

2009-12-19 [Silver Moon]: ((heading off I am overcoming the flu and promised to finish my paper tomorrow, I was given an extension. night))

2009-12-19 [Ravendust]: ((Night, feel better!))

2009-12-26 [Lirerial]: *Zataria walked in after them* Hmm... anything with blood. *She said cheerfully and smiled* ((sry, hadn't realized where you'd gone. lol))

2009-12-26 [Ravendust]: ((lol, totally fine :) ))

2010-01-04 [Silver Moon]: A cook handed her a plate od deer meat and looked to Garathias and Raven for their requests

2010-01-04 [Lirerial]: *Zataria nodded her thanks and went to sit down at a table. She carved out small chunks of meat and popped them into her mouth. Relishing the taste*

2010-01-04 [Silver Moon]: Garathias declined food but accepted a glass of a swirling reddish gold liquid

2010-01-04 [Lirerial]: What is that? *Zataria asked curiously*

2010-01-04 [Silver Moon]: "My sustainance." He said with a smile as he wrinkled his nose in distaste as he took a drink.


((I need to go goodnight))

2010-01-04 [Lirerial]: ((night!))

*Zataria leaned forward to catch a whiff of the drink* Hmm interesting

2010-01-04 [Ravendust]: "To be honest I'll take anything that's been cooked." Raven scratched her cheek thoughtfully.

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: She was given a plate with vegetables and meat that was cooked to perfection. "What would you like to drink my lady?"

Garathias smiled at Zataria. "Trust me you don't want this."

2010-01-05 [Ravendust]: "Anything is fine, thank you." Raven murmured, accepting the plate.

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: They gave her some tea. "You are welcome my lady."

2010-01-05 [Lirerial]: Fine *She pouted and crossed her arms*

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: He sighed and handed her his cup. "Take a sip if you want, but don't say I didn't warn you."

2010-01-05 [Lirerial]: ok! *She grinned and hesitantly took a small sip of the drink*

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: It tasted foul but she felt energy sweep through her and felt like some of her life had been renewed

2010-01-05 [Lirerial]: *She shivered with pleasure and took a bigger drink*

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: She felt the rush once more. He took a drink as well. "You like it?"

2010-01-05 [Lirerial]: yes... its amazing! What is it??

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: "Itheria."

2010-01-05 [Ravendust]: "What is Itheria?" Raven questioned aloud as she began to eat.

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: "It is what keeps me alive, basically my food."

2010-01-05 [Lirerial]: *Zataria studied him carefully* I thought you can't die. Aren't you a god?

2010-01-05 [Ravendust]: "A... god?" Raven blinked in surprise.

2010-01-05 [Silver Moon]: "I am but even gods need sustainance, especially a god that wasn't born one."

2010-01-06 [Lirerial]: How does on become a god without being born as one?

2010-01-06 [Silver Moon]: "When a god gifts you the privilege."

2010-01-06 [Ravendust]: "That's amazing..." Raven replied.

2010-01-06 [Silver Moon]: He smiled and nodded

2010-01-06 [Lirerial]: *Zataria smiled at him* Who gave you the power then?

2010-01-06 [Silver Moon]: "You will meet him soon enough. He is with Shade right now."

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: What is he doing with Shade! *She snapped as her voice rose up an octave*

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "Training her last I knew."

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: And you didn't tell me? *Her voice cracked* Shade is to young! She can die!

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "He will protect her. She is strong." He said reassuringly

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *She quieted although she was still obviously worried*

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: He hugged her gently

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *She laid her head on his shoulder* When will they be back?

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "They are dealing with a pest who is trying to find this place

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: Whats taking them so long? Why can't they simply get rid of it?

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "It's hard to tell sometimes when Shard is involved

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: Shit... Are you sure she'll be safe with him? *Zataria asked, staring deep into his eyes*

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "Yes. He won't harm her...he loves her."

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *Zataria's eyes narrowed and flickered dangerously* And that was the exact way to NOT make me feel better. She is too young and inexperienced!

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: "He won't touch her. Have faith and he is a god...he will take what he wants. But I swear he would never harm her or try anything with her until she is old enough and ready

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: I don't care if he is a god. He can't have her! *She glared at him* Do you take everything you want?

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: He gently touched her cheek. "If I said yes what would you do?"

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *Zataria glared at him, but a grin forced itself unto her face* I would take my daughter and go as far as I can just to prove you wrong.

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: He grinned but there was a seriousness in his eyes. "I would pursue you."

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *Zataria tilted her head, although the same seriousness resided in her eyes* I will never stop running

2010-01-07 [Silver Moon]: He frowned sadly. "Are you going to leave me?"

2010-01-07 [Lirerial]: *she shook her head and placed her hand gently on his arm* Of course not, I chose you as my master and I will not leave you.... Although I must admit the idea does sound amusing. To be the Hunted instead of the Hunter.

2010-01-08 [Ravendust]: Raven finished eating in silence, listening to their conversation.

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: He smiled. "I have something else that you may not like to hear."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *Zataria's eyes narrowed and she leaned back to glare into his face* And what might that be?

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: He looked at her than at Raven. "She is my daughter."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: daughter? *Zataria blinked* And how did that happen?

2010-01-08 [Ravendust]: Raven choked on her drink, "W-what?"

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: He smiled and looked to Raven. "Before I knew you Zateria...I didn't even know I had a daughter but Shard just told me."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *Her long nails tapped irratedly on the wooden table* I'm rapidly starting to dislike Shard.

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: "Why?"

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: Why does he tell you this now? And why isn't my daughter here yet? They could be doing all sorts of things! *It was apparent she wasn't actually upset just worried*

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: He held her close.

Shard appeared with Shade "I am not hurting your daughter."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *Zataria's eyes narrowed and she stood up and pulled Shade away from him* Good, you will not have the chance.

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: 'I would never hurt her."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *Shade jerked away from Zataria and took a step towards Shard* Mom, he won't hurt me!

*Zataria glared at Shard* You don't know what she is! She's a lycan! she can easily become attached to you and choose u before she's ready!

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: "I know she is a Lycan. I also know I love her."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: Mom... *Shade took another step towards Shard* I love him too... I chose him, and I won't leave him.

*Zataria stared at her in shock and then turned away* Very well. *she replied, her voice dripping with venom*

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: Garathias held her hand. "Why do you detest it so much? he will keep her safe. he is the lord of shadows."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: She'll get hurt! She'll have to fight... *She buried her face in his chest* I don't want that for her.. *she whimpered*

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: He held her close. "She won't have to fight."

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *She whimpered* You can't promise that. Look at her!

*She glanced to where Shade was standing, around her the shadows flexed and curled* You can't expect her to stay hidden when she can control them like that!

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: "I won't let her get hurt" Shard said

2010-01-08 [Lirerial]: *Zataria ignored him, clinging to Garathias as her hysterics gradually subsided*

2010-01-08 [Ravendust]: Raven watched in silence, not sure how to respond.

2010-01-08 [Silver Moon]: Shard looked to Raven. "He is your father."

2010-01-09 [Ravendust]: Raven frowned and glanced away, "How is it that I can remember nothing?" She muttered to herself, "Everything's blank..."

2010-01-09 [Silver Moon]: "I will help you."

2010-01-09 [Ravendust]: "How?"

2010-01-09 [Silver Moon]: "I will try to help you remember and I will protect you..."

2010-01-09 [Ravendust]: "It would make things so much easier to remember..."

2010-01-09 [Silver Moon]: He gently hugged her.. "If I had known I had a daughter I would have been there for you..."

2010-01-09 [Lirerial]: *Zataria stood by watching them, her gaze occasionally going to Shard but then back to Garathias. She said nothing.*

*Shade smiled broadly at Raven* We're sisters! *She said brightly*

2010-01-09 [Ravendust]: Raven gave a faint smile.

2010-01-10 [Silver Moon]: Garathias smiled and looked to Zateria his smiled fading. "Are you...angry?"

2010-01-10 [Lirerial]: *She shook her head and forced a smile* Of course not

2010-01-10 [Silver Moon]: He hugged her gently

2010-01-11 [Lirerial]: *Zataria absently returned the gesture*

2010-01-11 [Silver Moon]: "are you sure you are ok?"

2010-01-11 [Lirerial]: *She smiled up at him* Yes, I just need to think for a while. *She said carefully and walked out*

*Shade stared after her mother in confusion but stayed where she was*

2010-01-16 [Ravendust]: Elyria wandered into the kitchen moving slowly.

2010-01-16 [Silver Moon]: Garathias looked toward her. "If you have come to take my daughter I am afraid I will need to stop you."

2010-01-17 [Ravendust]: "She... doesn't belong here. And you had no right to take my friend away from me." Elyria replied stubbornly.

"Friend?" Raven blinked, confused.

2010-01-17 [Lirerial]: *Shade glanced between the two of them*

2010-01-17 [Silver Moon]: Garathias hugged Raven protectively. "She is my daughter this is her home now."

Shard watched the interplay gently holding Shade

2010-01-17 [Ravendust]: "This isn't her home." Elyria said indignantly, "You've kidnapped her... and are probably filling her with false memories since you found out she lost it..."

"What's she talking about?" Raven murmured.

2010-01-17 [Silver Moon]: "She is a foolish girl who assumes too much." He looked at Elyria. "I want to know my daughter and help her. This is her home if she so wants it. She is safe here away from Tsuba."

2010-01-18 [Ravendust]: "I am not foolish." Elyria replied, her voice low, "Raven may be related to you, but that doesn't mean she belongs here."

"Isn't this... the girl you were telling me about earlier?" Raven asked, confusion fading.

2010-01-18 [Silver Moon]: "She says she is your friend and yet she wants to take you away." He looked at Eleria. "If she doesn't belong here than where?"

2010-01-21 [Ravendust]: "I am your friend, Raven!" Elyria said, "This man had no right to take you no matter who he says he is, this isn't your home!"

Raven frowned, "Yes, but how do I know that?"

2010-01-22 [Silver Moon]: Garathias hugged her protectively "She is my daughter and I want to know her."

2010-01-25 [Ravendust]: "If you wanted to know her you should have come to her when she had her memory, not taken advantage of her when she lost it." Elyria retorted.

Raven was silent.

2010-01-27 [Silver Moon]: "I didn't know she was my daughter."

2010-01-27 [Ravendust]: "And suddenly you do?" Elyria asked skeptically.

2010-01-27 [Silver Moon]: "My master informed me of this."

Shard looked at her. "He is her father."

2010-01-28 [Ravendust]: Elyria snorted, "I doubt that your intentions are as 'pure' as you're letting on."

Raven frowned, "Who are you to make these accusations?"

"Your friend." Elyria replied tersely, "You don't belong here, Raven. Surely in your heart you know this."

2010-01-29 [Silver Moon]: Garathias growled. "I have the right to know my own child!"

2010-01-29 [Ravendust]: "Not if you're taking advantage of her memory loss." Elyria muttered.

2010-01-30 [Lirerial]: *Shade snarled with annoyance*

2010-01-30 [Silver Moon]: "Shall I make you leave child?"

2010-01-30 [Ravendust]: "I won't leave without Raven." Elyria replied fiercely.

2010-01-30 [Silver Moon]: "Than cease your insulting tone. I have no dark intentions toward her I have only the intention of knowing my daughter!"

2010-01-30 [Ravendust]: "Then why come here without me, her friend? Why not send her home and see her there?" Elyria demanded.

2010-01-30 [Silver Moon]: "Because you were bent on taking her away."

2010-01-30 [Ravendust]: "No, I was bent on protecting her." Elyria replied.

2010-01-30 [Silver Moon]: "I won't hurt her."

2010-01-30 [Ravendust]: "How can I even trust you now?"

2010-01-31 [Silver Moon]: ((who is asking?))

2010-01-31 [Ravendust]: ((It's Elyria, sorry... got bored with the said, replied, etc ^^;; ))

2010-02-03 [Silver Moon]: ((NP)) "That is not my concern."

2010-02-03 [Lirerial]: *Shade lifted her head as she caught her mother's scent and frowned. Something was wrong, she turned her head to glanced at her mother as she walked in and shivered. She imagined Zataria's expression during an assination to be simliar to what she wore now.*

*Zataria walked into the room and nodded coldly to her daughter before turning her attention to Garathias*

2010-02-04 [Ravendust]: "Which is why I can't trust Raven to your care." Elyria said coldly.

2010-02-05 [Silver Moon]: Garathias sighed bordly and than glanced at Zataria in concern. "What's wrong?"

2010-02-05 [Lirerial]: I need to talk to you... alone

2010-02-06 [Ravendust]: "Then Raven and I will be leaving." Elyria said pointedly.

"Why should I go with you?" Raven asked, she felt a sense of familiarity though didn't speak on it.

"Because I'm your friend and you don't belong here."

2010-02-07 [Silver Moon]: Garathias growled. "Shard keep this pest from taking my daughter. I will return when I can." He hugged Raven, "I am sorry for the inconvenience sweet,"

He turned to Zataria, "Lets go to the throne room." He said as he vanished

2010-02-07 [Ravendust]: "Come on, Raven..." Elyria said pleadingly, "You don't belong here... Surely you know that. A while ago that man held you prisoner in this very cave... What kind of father does that to his own daughter?"

Raven frowned, "I-I can't verify anything from either of you." Raven said, her voice low, "It's all so confusing... I don't know anything..."

2010-02-10 [Silver Moon]: Shard sighed. "I can give you your memory back, but know this. Your father did not know you were his prior to now."

2010-02-11 [Ravendust]: "How can you return my memory?" Raven blinked.

2010-02-14 [Silver Moon]: "I am a god."

2010-02-18 [Ravendust]: "What's in it for you?" Elyria questioned, tone suspicious.

2010-02-19 [Silver Moon]: "My servant would have more peace of mind and he would be able to carry out his work more effectively."

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I don't understand." Raven murmured, slightly confused.

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: He walked over to her. "Take my hand and I will restore your memories."

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: Raven held out her hand hesitantly.

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: She felt energy course through her as her memories returned

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: Raven gasped and took a step back, her gaze hazy for a moment before clearing, she dropped her arms to her side, "How in the hell... did I let myself be brought here?"

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: "Your father."

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: Raven frowned, her expression darkening, "Right, I almost let myself forget that point."

"Come on Raven..." Elyria grabbed her arm.

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: "He loves you."

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I don't love him," Raven muttered turning to leave with Elyria.

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: He grabbed her. "What about Tusuba?'

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I can't stand that woman." Raven replied crisply, "Release me."

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: He saved you from her

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I was left to be raised by her. Now let me go."

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: He didn't leave you

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I don't want to talk right now." Raven replied.

2010-02-27 [Silver Moon]: Will you just leave and ignore the fact he is your father?

2010-02-27 [Lirerial]: *Shade watched the proceedings calmly. It reminded her in a small way that she herself didn't miss her true father*

2010-02-27 [Ravendust]: "I. Don't. Care." Raven said through gritted teeth, jerking her arm out of his grip, "If you wanted me to care, maybe you shouldn't have returned my memory. I've been here before, maybe you didn't know, but I was a prisoner briefly."

2010-02-28 [Silver Moon]: He looked at her with a grin. "I was the one who ordered it, what makes you think I will let you or your friend leave?"

2010-02-28 [Ravendust]: "I won't stay here." Elyria growled.

Raven grasped her hand, "Neither of us will."

2010-02-28 [Silver Moon]: He grabbed them both. "You will."

2010-02-28 [Ravendust]: "Let go, now!" Raven exclaimed, a wave of shadows billowing up from the floor between them.

2010-03-24 [Lirerial]: *Shade growled, but then jerked around when a coughing bark sounded faintly.* She glanced between the sound and Shard, clearly torn before taking a step towards the sound*

2010-03-24 [Silver Moon]: Shard nodded. "Go ahead love.' He said dissipating Raven's shadows

2010-03-24 [Lirerial]: *She didn't wait another moment and ran out to join her mother*

2010-03-27 [Silver Moon]: Shard cursed. "Fine. I will come find you another time. Someone calls me." He said vanishing

2010-03-27 [Ravendust]: Raven took a few uncertain steps towards the door and turned to Elyria, "Lets go." She muttered.

Elyria nodded in relief as they both left the kitchen.

2010-03-27 [Silver Moon]: they heard no one